October 2011
1 post
2 years
17th October. The end for a new beginning.
September 2011
3 posts
A dream too many
You came even before you walked in and now that you’ve walked out, you’re still there.
I don’t know what answers I’m looking for.
Lost for words.
“Because my dreams are the opposite of reality.”
Don't do onto others what you don't want others to...
I have always believed in the abovementioned but sometimes as humans our patience has its limits and that’s when I’d sometimes go against my own principle.
With this holy month of Syawal, I’d gave a deep thought on all the things in life. Those moments when I hurt or got hurt by the actions of others.
I guess wisdom comes with experience. I’ll forgo all that has happened,...
August 2011
1 post
regret.
She shared with me how he used to love her.How he used to do whatever she wants.How he used to take her back no matter what wrong she did.He has been a part of her for years - almost a decade.
But now, she belongs to someone else. Someone else whom she’ll live with the rest of her life. And he, he left. He moved on. Knowing someone already took his place.
Knowing that his passwords bear...
July 2011
1 post
Principles
Last weekend, albeit having to rise early unlike the usual routine, the sacrifice was worth it.
I took home the principles of a lifetime; of what will make or break a relationship that is so solemn in the ‘eyes’ of Allah.
It dawned on me I am no longer a kid. It dawned on me that I’ll be shouldering a whole lot of responsibilities ahead of me. And it dawned on me, that what I...
June 2011
1 post
April 2011
1 post
Sandwiched
Taking initiative is one of my very fundamental principle. It’s basic consensus.
And when you marry, you don’t only marry to your partner but also to the family.
March 2011
1 post
The next phase
I hope He gives me his blessings and strength.
I never knew that one who covers has the right to judge others. And I thought they were the wisest and purest of the lot. I was wrong.
My respect is gone.
December 2010
1 post
Was it u?
November 2010
5 posts
A failure
The things that you look forward to in life never fail to disappoint.
Contradiction
The world tells you to love yourself the way you are and then comes the part when they say ‘First impression matters’. So which is which?
October 2010
17 posts
“Happiness in this world, when it comes, comes incidentally. Make it the object...”
– Nathaniel Hawthorne (via justbesplendid)
“Don’t be too blinded by your pain that you don’t notice the people...”
– The Love Story
The Final Cry
All smiles. :)
There’s nothing left. Good to know I’m not the last.
God bless you.
maybe baby: a little more time →
goldnfeathered:
it’s been 2 weeks since the big news. cried my heart out for a week. in the toilet, in the train, on my desk, on my friend’s shoulder, my friend’s lap, my friend’s pillow. my pillow. anywhere basically. a week later i was dazing through life. just going through the norms. eat, laugh, walked etc….
Babygirl, you’ll do just fine alright? It’s a painful phase that...
RIP Memories
I wish that message never came. I’m all shakened inside.
I wish I didn’t see you there so that my heart didn’t skip a beat.
I wish I hadn’t gone but I felt it was only right to show my appreciation towards them who were the ones who always consoled me back then. That was the best I could do.
I wish no one would be able to recognise me when I don this hair but I was all...
“What do u do when someone stops loving you?
Answer: Well u cry a little and then...”
– ITQ
“All of those old memories came back just by looking at old pictures of us.
They...”
– The Love Story.
“No matter how much or how bad you tell yourself you’re over someone, your...”
– The Love Story
A chapter in history unravelled
It’s not just another dream. It’s a reality. A reality that you have finally come to your consensus. Something I’ve been waiting for all along.
I shouldn’t have said a word. I should have just let it be buried beneath instead of digging everything up all over again. I’m regretting. It’s bleeding again.
But time has stopped.
Guide me Ya Allah.
I want to breathe fresh air.
17th October 2009
Today’s exactly a year. It’s strange how lovers can become complete strangers. The heart skipped a beat.
Baba you’re being missed. It felt warm seeing you again. I’m sorry that you asked for me Baba. Thank you for showing me the love of a grandmother. I pray you’ll be in the best of health.
And Kak Leen said ‘If you can never be friends, it means it was really something...
There are those hearts that never mend again once...
September 2010
2 posts
“I’ll never trade you for anything or anyone else in this world.”
– You’re invaluable.
August 2010
0 posts
“When you ask someone a favour and he/she did it for you but not till the extra...”
– The world is no longer a good place to live in. Too many hipocracy, too many facades.
July 2010
2 posts
I choose to keep mum and observe what’s happening.
Today I’ve learnt a lesson.
That no matter how much a person has hurt u, u’d still want to know how they are coping with life. If not publicly, silently. As much hatred u have towards them for all the things they did to u, it’ll worry u if anything unpleasant befall upon them.
I’ve came across a few inspirational...
Lunch. Stage Arts.
I’ve come to a point in life to accept things as they are.
It caught me by surprise when the person who was once so dear to me did something I can’t believe even up till now. Weeks have passed but I can’t seem to forget what happened. Nothing spoken eversince.
As simple as the situation may seemed, how you handled it, proved to me my worth in your eyes.
You weren’t the...
June 2010
3 posts
“Janganlah sering menilai dari mata kasar. Janganlah membenci tanpa mengenali isi...”
– Sesungguhnya semua adalah makhluk ciptaan Nya.
Stereotype
Wajarkah seseorang itu dinilai dari keruntuhan rumah tangga ibu bapanya?
“Cinta selalunya datang tanpa diundang tetapi seringkali pergi kerna diusir.”
May 2010
5 posts
“At the end of the day, you only have yourself. To trust, to believe and to...”
– This summarises my life.
“Time doesn’t define how well you know a person.”
– Khal
6 months? 10 years?
The former.
“When you are nice, people take advantage of your kindness.”
– Khal
And when you stop, they question why have you changed.
“Allah hanya akan menduga kita sekadar yang kita mampu.”
– Aku redha.
April 2010
1 post
March 2010
8 posts
Rejuvenate
I’m getting weaker day by day. I’ve lost my independence and it scares me. I don’t know where Khal has gone to.
Maybe some distance might help.
We can't waste too much time missing something or...
poeticheartache:
runawaytrain:
“One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most...”
– Sigmund Freud (via julie911) (via quote-book)
“Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life.”
– And you don’t forgive because you want them out of your life.
Because you can’t handle them anymore.
Depression mode
I’m having a resentment towards them. It’s because of them we’re all in this situation right now.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t born into this world.
I am THAT angry.