December 2009
84 posts
A fresh new beginning
Happy advanced new year to all!
2010 is coming in less than 12 hours. Let’s hope for a better year ahead.
Forgive me to those whom I’ve sinned or wronged for I’m as human as you are. :)
Remember, happiness is yours to decide; in your own hands. Don’t allow anything or anyone else to take it away from you, speaking from experience that is. Put all your sorrows behind...
Invisible blood
I’ve come to realise I’ve not fully recovered yet.
“I just don’t like it when someone my own is associated with someone else...”
– -The Expressionist.
‘Ex-es. They share memories with you.’
And pardon me.
I believe as grown-ups you’ll know what to say or what not to say. Friends or whatever. I’m not invisible. It’s called disrespect. Twice already.
Ya. It does prick a little. It pricked many...
It's always better to spend your time looking for...
blacktifool:
(via runawaytrain)
“Any relationship will not work for so long if there is no sacrifice and...”
– Annisa Prameswari Firdausy (submitted by modegeliebter) (via quote-book)
Perhaps perhaps perhaps
Not sure why but I can’t seem to focus on work now. 1 hour to go. I wish I could rewind two weeks back and let it play till last Saturday and rewind and play it again and again and again. Time flies too fast. It feels like yesterday.
Thursday again. No longer every single day. :(
2009 and being someone of a legal age isn’t a good thing for me. It’s been a rough year and a tough...
Expectations
They disappoint you. And make you wonder why things happen in that manner.
Somehow or rather I have this strong intuition that it’ll go further than I expected. Further than this. And of course I fear for the worst.
Or maybe it’s just me thinking too much. Ya. I think I think too much.
“You know it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the significant moments of...”
– Nathan Scott (OTH) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“I’m living a lie.”
– -The Expressionist
I don’t know why but it just feels different.
Ambitious
I resolute to take pictures whenever possible.
So that when I grow old, these pictures will help to reminisce the past.
For memories sake. ;)
Let’s try.
How To Pick Yourself Up Off The Floor
quote-book:
julie911:
♥ Immerse yourself in something positive. Volunteer at a no kill animal shelter. Read to the elderly. Start an art project. Do something to create a positive influence for yourself. Negative thoughts and places are dangerous when you’re down. ♥ Stop letting yourself only see the negatives when you look in the mirror. I used to always think “I’d be acceptable looking if I...
Watever
Somehow or rather I dislike the name ‘Farah’.
Since primary school I guess. No offence. :)
So maybe one day you'll realize why you shouldn't...
(via poeticheartache)
“You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of...”
– Harper Lee (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“Fear. It’s called Phobia.”
– The Expressionist
“Learn to say “NO”
Because you can’t please everyone.”
– Sara Wayland (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“No matter how far you go, you gotta admit they used to be a part of your life....”
– -The Expressionist
Everything happens for a reason.
“Forgive me for stating the obvious, but the world is made up of all kinds of...”
– Haruki Murakami (via writingsarah) (via quote-book)
Two of the hardest and most painful tests in life:...
poeticheartache:
followandreblog:
kimmi3: oxox: (via runawaytrain)
Just another number. 7th.
I’m glad you moved on too.
Told you already I’m not your last.
That I was just a passer-by.
I feel at peace now.
Thank you.
Peace no war.
The 12 Types of Females.
open-secret:
loveshaefah:
ay0kdubb:
fameinsanity:
lexseeeeezy:
1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she’ll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once...
Because it matters
“Dats life..u cant possibly have everything…”
It’s either friends, family or relationships. :(
“Love cures people—both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it.”
– Karl Menninger (via crazy-in-love) (via missmlady) (via quote-book)
“Give in to love or live in fear. No other path, no other way. No day but today.”
– Jonathan Larson (Rent) (via frogclown) (via quote-book)
Insya’allah.
Chinese.
I love the fact that I’m treated like a baby nowadays. Everyone’s calling me one. At work especially.
And I’m being prioritised for the first time in my life. I’m not going to jeopardise this for a past not worth remembering. It’s the first time someone ever said to me what I ever said to someone else before. I know how it feels like to be madly in love. To want to...
Family Affair.
Albeit everything that occured, I still love my family. Every single one of them. So yesterday we celebrated mama’s birthday as well as my ‘Twin’ brother’s, Mamat.
The initial plan was to surprise her with the girlfriends but it seemed everything cocked up. Mama said she wanted go to one of our uncle’s house which in the end, we didn’t.
For once, it seemed...
It's 20th Dec.
Supposedly a day to mark a history.
But ohwells. Life goes on.
It’s a wonderful weekend.
And a very beautiful Sunday.
Thanks to you.
“Being together is more than just physical. It’s about understanding the other...”
– (via poeticheartache)
Late night
Watched this last night in 3D version.
It’s a freaking 3-hr movie.
Great for nature lovers. ;)
Go catch it!
Choices
I’d rather be with someone who loves me than someone whom I love.
The person whom you love may not love you the same way you do.
The former won’t hurt you like the latter.
True?
And I concluded to choose boys over men.
Determining factor? Ego.
You can mould a boy but you can’t change a man.
“I used to miss you so much, but it never seemed like you missed me. And I guess,...”
– One Tree Hill (via eletheowl) (via blacktifool)
Bulat dot com
With Lila love at Nurul’s wedding on Sunday, 13th Dec.
Happiness makes me fat. Once again.
Finally heading to the gym tomorrow with the colleagues at work during lunch.
Let’s see how far we can go. Haha.
Hangat2 tahi ayam. ;)
Like I care
If seeing me happy makes you irk inside, then so be it.
You chose this.
Deal with it.
I think you’re in denial.
I was told to ‘Fuck Off’ remember?
I’m already done with you.
Don’t look me up and taunt me further.
Regret is what you chose to live with.
“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via quote-book)
When you've finally found someone good, don't go...
blacktifool:
(via eletheowl)
Leave the past, live in the present, look forward...
I’ve let go of everything with an open heart.
Acceptance.
Say hello to tomorrow. ;p
Come what may.
Repeat telecast
A: I'm so lucky to have you.
K: Don't say that. I get that a lot.
A: Why?
K: They said the same thing. See what happened? Where have they gone to?
A: It's their loss.
K: -_-