it’s been 2 weeks since the big news. cried my heart out for a week. in the toilet, in the train, on my desk, on my friend’s shoulder, my friend’s lap, my friend’s pillow. my pillow. anywhere basically. a week later i was dazing through life. just going through the norms. eat, laugh, walked etc….
Babygirl, you’ll do just fine alright? It’s a painful phase that you have to go through. Just like me. Same period 365 days ago. I know it’s pretty tough. And difficult. All those sleepless nights and tears and dreams and memories. They’re part of the phase.
Please be that happy girl you have always been. The cheerful ‘crazy’ girl we all have whom we can laugh with. I am glad you’ve made it this far. As cliche as it sounds, there’s more to life than men. Easier said than done I know. But you have all of us, your friends and family and a very bright future ahead of you.
You deserve more than this. Isn’t this what you said to me last year? You don’t deserve to be ignored. You don’t deserve such a treatment. You go through this hell but is he going through the same? Is he thinking of you as much as you do? Is he weeping away? I don’t think so dear. I’ve been there. I know it hurts. It hurts so bad that you don’t wanna do anything else. Like a zombie.
I won’t tell you to socialise more with men or make friends with men cos ultimately it’s your choice. But I believe one day the right one will come and put your sorrows aside and make you that smiling girl again probably forever.
I want to see you happy. Please? We’ll meet this friday and laugh away all those sorrows ok. Big big hug.
P.s I <3 U
