I choose to keep mum and observe what’s happening.
Today I’ve learnt a lesson.
That no matter how much a person has hurt u, u’d still want to know how they are coping with life. If not publicly, silently. As much hatred u have towards them for all the things they did to u, it’ll worry u if anything unpleasant befall upon them.
I’ve came across a few inspirational reads and I’ve concluded that I should learn to let go of the past.
Forgive them for their mistakes for making me go through sleepless nights with swollen eyes, for making me question my worth, for making me ponder on what I have been lacking to deserve all that, for the emotional trauma that I underwent.
Forgiving and forgetting is not as easy as it sounds. Especially when a period of ur life is affected.
I’ll try. I’ll do my best to forgive n forget. All that has happened has moulded me to the person I am today and brought me to where I am now.